BLESS ME, ULTIMX

// 31 LOVE LETTERS TO MY MOTHER

BLESS ME ULTIMX // 31 LOVE LETTERS TO MY MOTHER is a funeral for my living parents; a rehearsal for death; a ritual for grieving; a celebration of life. This solo performance series expresses my practice of equitable labor within my inherited body; to negotiate the liberating demechanization of ideology and relationships; to sing and dance and pray through the compassionate healing in my heart. For each of the 31 performances in the series, I’ve begun writing 31 Love Letters to my Mother - a commitment to ask myself more often:

What if I give everything I possibly can to bring liberation to my relationship with my creators; my heroes; my parents?

What if there is wisdom and unity in this space where Tejanx Catholicism and my Queerness feel at war?

What if I connected to the presence & wisdom of my ancestors in every breathe; every movement; every color?”

fuerza de campo // forcefields

cuando llega la tormenta, la lluvia revela lo que hemos enterrado o hace crecer lo que hemos plantado // when the storm comes, the rain reveals what we’ve buried or grows what we’ve planted

how can i create a forcefield for my own protection?

what do i need to feel as safe as possible?

los dulces misterios // the gentle mysteries

sana, sana, colita de rana. Si no sanas hoy, sanarás mañana. // heal, heal, little tail of the frog. If you don't heal today, you'll heal tomorrow.

how can i find strength in gentleness and beauty?

how can I protect my most precious and sacred energy?

Fire Flowers & A Time Machine (Matthew Garza).mp4

Written, Directed & Performed by: Matt Garza

Photography: Steven Choummalaithong, Efrel Solares & Erin Smithers

Video: Oliver "Sydesho" Arias

Costumes & Hair: John Cantu (Vivi LeGrand) + La Tiendita Boutique (Corpus Christi, TX)

Music: Ave Maria (Shubert), Psalm 51: Be Merciful, O Lord (Marty Haugen, David Haas), El Pescador De Hombres (Cesáreo Gabaráin)

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